Thursday, April 23, 2009

zero motivation, zero attention span

Seriously. I cannot focus on school, on words, on learning, on edumacation, on anything. Nothing. Zilch. Zip. Neal. Nada. No-thing. Not a thing. Not one thing. Zip.

All the words seem to be in Swahili and they are very, very big words with way too many syllables. Today, next week, and then finals week. Then, done. DONE! Done, I say!

It wouldn't be so bad, except that, in dealing with such issues as restraining orders and "advisors" who did not feel like abiding by accommodations granted by the school, therefore, I have to go in on Saturday and make-up a public finance test. Blech. Ah, opportunity costs and short attention spans which could not be accounted for back in February.

Okay, and typing. Apparently I've lost the ability to type. Oh dear god! Let the pain and suffering end.

On the comps front, I have not made a decision one way or the other. I'm just going to concentrate on the next two weeks and go from there. OMC asked why I came to grad school. I came to learn and to get a job in the human rights field. I did not come for the piece of paper, for the glory of the cap and gown, for the initals behind my name, or for a bigger paycheck. Of course, I would love a bigger paycheck, but let's be honest, human rights doesn't present a lot of monetary benefits, the benefits are in other ways. As long as I can pay my bills, get out of debt, and still have a few dollars at the end of the week to hit a happy hour, I'm golden. So, I'll keep you posted.

However, the way the job market is right now, I'll be lucky to land a gig at Starbucks by the time it's all over with.


Jay said...


ptg said...

Hey, even part-timers at Starbucks get benies....LOL

It will all work out. I am positive of that.

And major kudos for you on the field you work in. I could never do it. I think I'd go postal on all the idiots that are out there.

Party Girl said...

Jay: thanks, love.

ptg: Thank you, I am positive it will work out the way it is supposed to, maybe just not the way I want it to.

It will be interesting to see how much longer I last in human rights. I was talking with a friend the other night about burn-out, heartbreak, and the frustration factor of what humans does to their fellow humans.

I really hope I can last. I truly believe I was put here to do something bigger than myself.

Old Man Crowder said...

I'm 6'2" and 185 lbs. I'm bigger than you...

Party Girl said...

OMC: So, what your saying is, you and me together could kick some serious human rights ass!

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Party Girl said...

what the bloody-fuck is that????

Jesus fuck.

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