Wednesday, February 04, 2009

reflection

I've thought about this often, but finally feel the need to write it out; remember when this blog was funny and insightful? Full of clever and witty moments and comments?

Okay, so maybe that is a bit high on myself, but you know what I mean. I feel like I have been such a Debbie Downer and Negative Nelly as of late. Late being the last year..or so... I know and understand that things change, making people change. Or people change, therefore, things change, which, it what has happened with me. But, still. I'm ready for it to change back. Which, I know I can control, to a certain extent, and not to the other extent, but I am ready for things to change. For the better. Nay, the best.

I guess there isn't really a point to this point, just that, yes, I've notice it too, and I'm working on it.

4 comments:

Jay said...

Your blog is often a reflection of your mood and/or current situation. Why bullshit those of us who read this and tell us that life is cream cheese and lox when in reality things aren't going so well. As far as I'm concerned, I'll take the good with the bad. At least it's the real you. :-)

Party Girl said...

Jay: Ah, love, you always know just the right thing to say to me and I do appreciate and love it. Thanks.

I have discovered through the long, slow, and painful process called therapy that there are few places and there have been few times where I have been the real me. This blog, however, has always been the real me and the real situtation and the real emotion that is me at that given time, place, and moment in my life.

And it will continue to be so.

How about, instead of forcing something, I just try to post more often???

Party Girl said...

Oh, and I could really go for some cream cheese and lox right about now. Actually, I was thinking about both right before I read your comment. Hmm, interesting.

Old Man Crowder said...

TOILET PAPER!!!

TOILET PAPER, DAMMIT!!